the pain kills me slow
the blood inside no longer flows
i beg for death every day i wake
my heart lies cold but still i shake
reaching for light in the dark
wishing my soul and body were apart
i hate this world and what it does to me
i wish i could die for eternity
i want my freedom from this hell
i'm damned to this place by lifes spell
why must i be the crutch for all
why must i be the one to hear the call
why cant i die and be alone at peace
im filthy like wings dipped in grease
god give me the gun
give me a bullet, just one
give me the strength to pull the trigger
let me give up and no longer figure
out theways to survive alone
away from the days i cant condone
my heart bleeds too much to bear
i give up i no longer care
 
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