I sit quiet in a darkened room
The window reflects the moons light upon my cold body
As the tears flow down by lifeless cheek
The blood surging through my body has turned to ice
I am stricken by an undying fear
Fear of loneliness and of betrayal
Knowing not who I can trust in this life
Life of undying utter torment and pain
The wind blows through the room sending chills down my spine
Reminding me that I am still alive
Something I wish wouldn’t be true
For the past agonizing years of my life
I have not known which way to turn
What ways up , what ways down
Where I will go Heaven or Hell
The same tedious routine day after day
Has left me frigid to any type of love
And I am left here
Sitting in a quiet darkened room…..
 
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