Alone

I lie on my bed alone in my room,
Thinking to myself what did i do,
My arms are bloody,
My hands are numb,
How did i not see this,
I always thought you'd be there for me,
Always there to hold me close,
And whisper in my ear saying everything would be ok,
But you were an illusion,
Just like everything else i used to cherise,
Now all i have is myself,
I'm alone in my room,
It feels warm and soothing,
Compared to the world outside,
My room is paradise waiting to die,
I wish you could see all the pain you have brought to me,
But i guess you'll never know,
It hurts so bad and i can't make it stop,
Just kill me please,
It would be better than living in this world,
This world of pain and hate and sorrow,
Just make me disappear from everyone,
Let me be alone,
I hate what you've done to me,
This feeling i have inside,
I want to burn it out,
Along with every memory i have of you,
Make it stop,
I want it to stop,
But you can't and neither can i,
It will always be there reminding me of what i lost,
What i thought i had,
But was never there,
Everything about you i used to love was a lie,
How could you do this to me,
How could you make me believe,
I will never forgive you no matter how hard you try,
Don't talk to me,
I hate you,
I want to see you suffer,
Like what you did to me,
I want you to feel alone and helpless,
The way i do,
But you will never taste my pain,
Nor will you ever receive my love,
Took it for granted once,
Now it's gone forever,
I am alone in this world and always will be,
If i am alone i can never be hurt again,
I am alone and I'm never going back,
I am alone with a numb soul and broken heart,
I am alone,
And nothing more ............
 
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