the worlds pressure pounding on my brain
i cant the stress, i think im going insane
trying to act normal, but i think people see threw
that im not as happy, as everybody once knew
i laugh and smile, and never cry
even though inside im starting to die
i have been wearing a mask for most of my life
because i want to make myself feel like i have no strife
im afraid I've lost myself in the long,hard war
because my hands are shaking, and my heart is sore
my inner self will never be tamed
but im sad to say i am very ashamed
if you look deep enough into my eyes, you will drown in the depth of my
soul
because in my essence theres a hole
so i will sit here and wait for everybody to realize what they have known
all along
because it seems that you are wondering why i am makin the beat to a deathly
song
 
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