i don't understand why you took your own life
you left me here alone
to lie in my tub late each night carving your name in my chest with this
knife
i really can't handle this any longer
the urge to splatter my blood on the walls just keeps getting stronger
I have been letting my anger control me
in hoped that if i hated you, your death would be easier to handle
i keep lieing to myself
Reality is finally setting in
i emotionally can not take it
I don't want to hurt the people i hold dear, but you are my angel and i
need you to be near

 
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