I slowly pierce the skin
grasping all the pain
watching the needle release
feelings i cant explain
swelling quickly now
it hurts to touch
i take a drink
so i wont feel as much
sticking the barbell through
the thing at which i speak
conquering the evil
that makes me weak
But no one knows
i did not do it for pleasure
you cant compare
this pain you can not measure
The food i eat
dosn't stay for long
i peirce my tounge
so i won't do wrong
I dont want to die
so i peirce my skin
This evil in me
can not win
So i watch it bleed
I watch it swell
And i go through life
in this living hell
They dont understand
And i make them mad
They took my soul
Took all i had
So i pierce my skin
and grasp the pain
So maybe you'll notice
this pain i cant explain
There is no way
out of this torturous life
Is peircing better
than killing myself with a knife
So tell me its okay
not that i'm a disgrace
I dont really care
cause i'm leaving this place
I am leaving this house
which you try to call a home
with an abusive father
that left his daughter so alone
There are no more tears
i left them behind me
As i peirce my skin
i hope this is what you see
 
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