Daddys gone
Mommys always crying
This fake smile people are no longer buying

Im tired and im weak
im sick of the yelling
These bruises and cuts have finally stopped swelling

Ive lost all my feelings
Ive lost my whole world
And until i get it back here i will stay, in my bed with my body curled

Sick of it
Sick of it all
Im backed up against a wall

I only have one choice
Theirs only one way out
Im gonna do it, theres no doubt

From my bed i slowly crawl
To the garage i seek the rope
For my life there is no hope

Dieing is my only choice
So i find a place to stand
I seek some chalk to draw where my body will land

Theres no going back
You cant stop me
This is what i wanna do, Its me that I no longer wanna be

Tying my rope to all pipes
Im ready
I move slowly my body's very steady

I look down to see where i will hang from
I look up to where i hope to go
Relizing i was always my own foe

I slipped the rope over my neck
Took a big step
Tears fell down my face as i wept

But then my tears were silenced
By the burns acround my neck ,need i say more
I hung there with my feet elevated above the floor.





 
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