I'm drowning in my own little world
And I've lost the will to care
These people who are supposed to
be my friends
Question my every move
Making me turn myself inside out in
an attempt to prove myself
The make me so many emotions
Angry, hurt, scared, disbelieving
The make me feel like everything
I've ever done is pointless
Like our friendship and everything
I've done in that friendship is
meaningless
And I don't know how to fix it
I don't know how to make them
understand
I've never lied to them or done
anything to hurt them before
Why would I now?
The marks on my arms scream out
my frustration and mixture of
emotions
The urge to end the pain is so
strong
Maybe then they would see how they
hurt me and astound me with
their disbelief
Maybe the they would see
 
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