I just know it's all gone wrong,
Feeling all the pressure...
Can't weather the storm.
Because I've kept myself in a cage,
All wound up...
And filled with rage.
Forgive oneself of nothing at all...
Pounding my head against the wall.
Guilt ridden and bound to lose,
Puncture my wounds,
Wont see the truth.
I looked in the mirror
What did I see?
One guy bitter with apathy.
The whole thing turned out to be a joke...
But, I'm not laughing,
I'm without hope.
It's never thought out,
Just my instant demise.
It's all so bitter, the hurt inside.
Haste and hatred,
My inner desire.
Ruptured, I've lost it all...
My heart ripped out
I can't stand at all.
Because I've caused my brain
To never relax....
Picking at all the torturous facts.

 
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