*Note: I know the poem is long, and sorta like a story but just stay with it
thanks
-Roni

All the sorrow through the years
I've lost my happiness, and drowned in tears
all i ever wanted was to be all that you are
but it seems that my dreams travel too far
i wanted to be pretty, just like you
so that maybe some day, someone would love me too
so i tried, and tried i just wanted to be excepted
but when your invisible, not much result can be expected
you still think, you always had me figured out
but you have no idea what im really about
I will tie you to the chair, and lock you in chains
so that maybe we can end this eternal game
Im going to tell you who i am, against your will
So that maybe after this, you will remember me still
I am the darkness that fills the night
I am the wrongs that can never be right
I am the anger that cant be held down
I am the voice that has no sound
I am the rain that continues to fall
I am the one who had nothing at all
I am the lust that fufills desire
I am the fuel that triggers the fire
I am the lost soul that was shoved into a corner
I am the girl that was forced to be a loner
I am the one who wears fake smiles
I am the one whos insanity was sperated into piles
I listen to music, and pretend to hear the hallow voices
I wish i could go back, and change all my choices
I always wondered what happened to my young heart
How did i get absorbed in the pain and fall apart?
Why did you do this? You destroyed everything i tried to make
As if my happiness was something you could take
All you had to do was notice who i was
People say if you try hard enough things will work out, but it never does
I look at the empty chair i continue to scream at
I shake my illusions hand, and thank him for the chat
 
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