All I try to do is be real
But I'm still feelings things im not supposed to feel
When you give me dirty looks, i feel like i wanna cry
But then i try to make myself feel like all my truths arent lies
All these mistakes, i just can comprehend
Why you dont let me make this pain end
Happy is such an easy word, that should be simply fufilled
But it seems that not any of my sadness can ever be killed
I look up at the sky, and see the empty clouds
Then i open up my soul, and scream out aloud
"God, why did you make me this way?
I tried hard, and still have no one to this day
i dont believe i can go on for one more hard night
Im being absorbed in the darkness when all i wanted was light"
As onlookers pass by, they look at me with disgust
"there is another girl" they say "just trying to make a
fuss"
I sink to the floor, and let the sadness eat me inside
There is no more places to run, and no more places to hide
 
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