When you look at me
I'm not what you want me to be
When you look at me
I'm not what you want to see.

You were the skinny girl in high school
I am far from that
But what all you talk about it
You make me feel like I'm fat.

I'm not as popular
As you were back then
But if you take a look at me
I do have good friends.

I want to be myself
And not at all like you
I think in being myself
Is where I will find truth.

You still somehow find joy
In calling me a whore
But the part you don't see
Is that I've given up that life from before.

I don't want to turn out
Anything like you
So I'm doing my best
Doing my best not too.

Moms are suppsed to be there
When their daughters need support and help
But anger and hatred from you
Is all that I've ever felt.

I fell I'm getting old enough
To start making a few decisions
But how can I try to do that
When you won't sit back and listen.

Everything I've ever done
Has been so wrong in your eyes
There are so many times
Where I sit back and wonder why I try.

You hate the decisions that I've made
I've done nothing but cause you pain
I wonder if there's anything in life
That I will ever gain.

You can't get passed our differences
All you see is the physical my
I'm asking you to look a little longer
And a hell of a lot more deep.
 
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