Do not believe i am shallow for i lay in blood knee deep
All the hate you hit me with i tend to keep
Why can't you be here to hold me through these hard times you have
created
Everyday i've lived without you i have hated
Last night as i lay in bed
I had a nightmare about you in my head
i was asked why i never came to you after you died
what did you want me to do slit my throat and let the blood ooze on the tile
floor until i was no longer alive?
No, i refuse to hurt the people i love as you so cruely did
You never stoped to think that you would crush the people that you have
known since you were a kid
So please stop coming to me in my dreams
and scaring me with all of your angered screams
Your nightmares have caused permanent insomnia for me
In my dreams, you are now the last thing i want to see
I love you baby, but only in flesh and blood do i want you to come to me
 
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