You never noticed when my world caved in
You never realized when i shattered from within
You never even cared that i was burning alive
You never even cared that i could barely survive

Why didnt you say anything when tears came to my eyes
Why didnt you help me when i discovered all the lies
Why couldnt you do something to help me through
Why do you give me a reason to blame it all on you

How does my pain give you relief
How does your happiness create my grief
How does your laugh bring darkness to my day
How does my life always go your way

If i would just let go, and not even care
If i would keep moving, and not have a lingering stare
If i could get someone to realize that now i am just a shell
If i could get someone to realize that my life is really a hell

I pour all of my emotions into pointless rhymes
that jingle in my head like silver chimes
you are a stranger that sees me through my letters
And for me, I couldnt find anyone better
Because There is a certain someone, that haunts me in my dreams
Whos darkness shines in my eyes like black beams
He has made me a shadow of the light that was taken away
And i continue to feel the pain, even today
so I will never stop writing my pointless rhymes
Because they keep me sane for all of time
 
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