I can't just decide to get better.
I cant' just stop feeling sorry for myself.
I am defeated.
I'm afraid of becoming who I ran from.
I'm afraid.
I don't know how to sleep anymore.
I think I'm falling apart.
I can't stand to see my mom cry because of me.
I don't know what to do.
I want to get better, but things keep getting worse.
I need you to help me up.
I want all of this to stop, and learn how to smile again.
I.
 
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