How easy it would be to take my life away,
My heart is always in quite dismay.
One short blow to my head thats all it would take,
My whole life seems to be a big mistake.

I could never ever cut my wrists,
I dont want that pain to ever exist.
A blow to my head would be short and quick,
But that would just be easier for the Devil's walking stick.

Maybe I should stay in this world anyway,
how my life would still be in a big disarray.
But at least I would still have my family,
Then maybe later Ill live my life out happily.

I believe that dancing helps me get through life,
Because my entire life seems to be a big strife.
My soul is always hurting from the pain,
But my happiness is what I need to maintain.

Everyone at school believes the lie that I am happy,
But in reality I really feel so very,very crappie.
Maybe its all the stuff they have to say,
Heck they say so many things every day.

Its their words that hurt most of all,
They make me feel so very small.
Its their fault I think about taking my life away,
Its their fault my hearts in so much dismay!

 
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