Every night I come home and I shut the door.
I shut the door on my family but mostly life.
Why bother keeping the pathway open?
The path to my hopes and feelings.
The feelings that I hold so dear and never to be shown.
But instead I'll show a fake happiness.
That I wish I still had.
Through my life I've lost that feeling.
Now its just depressed thoughts and sadness.
The sadness is shown in my somewhat hidden tears.
The tears that will always soak my face.
Who knows maybe I'll gain back that feeling of hope.
The feeling that I'm loved by many.
Or the feeling that I'm actually happy.
Thats all I wish now...

 
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