just like a falling star,
tumbling down and down
like a rose crushed beneath your heel,
blackness closing in around
like a ship lost at sea,
spiraling into black oblivion
my skin is crawling, as i'm drowning
in a pool of demonic minions
i'm suffocating; i can't breathe
smothered in this pain
i have no purpose, no point, no reason
living is all in vain
i'm cursed and mocked
i can't do this anymore
i knocked countless times
and you wouldn't answer the door
you've left me, abandoned me,
i have nothing left
the only thing i know how to do
is sit blankly, deft
what's wrong with me?
why am i like this?
i watch other so happy;
who find life full of bliss
what joy do they see
that i cannot find?
does it only belong to them?
or am i merely blind?
how much longer,
before i'm drven to insanity?
what will it take,
to leave this vanity?
just like a falling star,
tumbling down and down
like a rose crushed beneath your heel,
blackness closing in around
like a ship lost at sea,
spiraling into black oblivion
am i really suicidal?
or is it merely an opinion?
 
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