The pain that seems so unreal, it seeps into every pore I possess.
It eats away my flesh, until there’s nothing left.
It feeds upon my happiness and eats away your tears.
It is useless to cry, the salty tears dripping from your bloodshot hurt
eyes,
Will never be enough to calm the pain of the storm.
When it’s done with your feelings, and throws them all away,
Like the garbage that I am, it burns your heart, your soul, and your spirit.

This alone is what makes you a person, so you are no longer a person, a
human being.
You are a nothing, not unlike myself, in a world so destined with people,
All who want to become an important something.
You are constantly overlooked and soon the pain completely engulfs you.
And the mere thought of happiness or any other warm, positive feeling is
forbidden
And pierces the night like a sound more terrifying then death itself.
Knowing you are nothing makes you depressed, like it has me.
My life has come to the point, to the extremity, where it doesn’t seem to
mater
Whether I live or die, but for now you are alone and as the clique goes,
“The grass is always greener on the other side”
This is how I feel. With each passing day, and each falling tear,
I tumble and hurtle down a deep, dark, black hole, just like my once pure
heart
That has become empty almost because of the hatred others seem to have for
me.
I spiral down the hole until THUD, I have hit the bottom.
There is no turning back, no antidote.
Your left alone in the darkness, huddling in a corner, shaking and
Shuttering uncontrollably, and afraid.
You refuse to look around, scared to see a happy memory from your life
Illuminating the pitch blackness all around you.
You are hidden from the world because of this depression and hatred.
Hatred not only from others, but hatred for myself.
I hate myself with a burning passion. Passion like the unmanageable fire,
Like in the bedroom of two young lovers with undying, unbreakable love.
Everything I have wished, dreamed, and hoped for has been eaten by
The thing I fear the most---- HATE!

 
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