Why do people build my hopes and degrade them into a pile of ashes?
Why don’t I end my life right here, and end my agony, pain, hopes,
Dreams, and struggles, and kill myself?
Not only will I kill myself, but also make everyone on earth happy.
I have no dreams, no hopes, no promises to believe in.
I will look forth into the bright light and walk forth with a great many
people,
All will probably hate me too, but end my earthly pain.
Goodbye so once decent world of supposed love and peace
Into a world of hate which I belong in.
Goodbye, oh cruel life, goodbye oh cruel place.
The world will be all happy, no tears to fill the ocean,
No calls of evil name will ever echo off the walls, no blood will every
drip,
No life will I have to bare.
Earth will be a better place, because I will no longer be there.
It’s an economic view, a spiritual discovery, an environmental breakthrough.

The gun is ready and God is at my side, all I have to do is pull back and
begin to die.
Why must I leave like this, with suicide on my mind?
I’ll be gone when you wake up, no need to help me.
After I die please cremate me and vacuum up my flesh.
This must be my fate, because there’s an easy way to open up Heaven’s Gate.

Please leave my room alone, so innocent and sane,
Even though my mind is criminally insane.
No angels loving, feeling sorry for me, for I will be one of them someday.
I’m killing myself, don’t try to stop me, for you can’t change my mind.
My dead lifeless body means nothing, no tears will ever shed.
You deserve to live and I deserve to die.
No I’m not the devil although I am called that sometimes.
I’m a lonely person with no real reason to stay, so please
Let me take my life in my own little way.
I’m not loved in this world, only hated.
So I should die, take my only life, kill my only soul, and burn my only
flesh.
The gun is at my head, fully cocked and loaded.
A push of my finger and world peace I have made.
For out in the world it is to be loved, but I am HATE!

 
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