Pain is something you have caused alot of in my life
It's not just something i can push aside
It will just keep consuming me inside until i lose my mind
It just gets harder and harder to act like i am fine
I am to a point where i'm about to cross a thin line
How could someone as young as me have so much hatred and anger on my mind
and in my soul
I am about to snap and lose control
All this pain that i have taken in
Eats away at me like a horrible sin
My life is the only thing i would spare
I know no one would care
Why does all this have to happen to me
My body just wants to be let free
Sometimes the pain overwhelmes me
causing my heart to skip a beat
like the sudden suprise of your own defeat
A home i go phsycho and i don't know what to do
At this time i would be scared of me if i was you
Since now i have lost everything i fight for in life
I am tearing out my bloody heart in spite
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