staring.
blankly at the ceiling
in the dark.
seeing.
but not.
thinking.
but not.
about?
im not sure.
everything.
nothing.
maybe im awake..
or maybe not...
maybe im alive..
or maybe not...
maybe ill remember..
maybe ill forget..
either way..
does it matter?
no one will know anyway.
no one will care.
no one will listen to anything i have to say.
im too young.
my opinions dont matter.
at least not to you.
or him.
or her.
or anyone.
but me.
and i dont matter
so what does it matter...
my opinions
are all i have left
my opinions..
which no one agrees with..
or cares about..
my memories..
the ones that ive tried to block..
my thoughts..
all melting together
like stars in the sky
not remembering which one is which..
and getting confused..
again..
like usual..
my dreams...
uneventful..
unworthy of remembering.
to the world
i mean nothing.
to one person
i mean nothing.
and to you..
the one person ive tried to impress
the one person i wish cared
the one person i care about...
i mean nothing
 
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