The angry thoughts in my head
remind me of every step I take
All the hurt and wound
seep deep under my skin
Breaking the barriers
of this heart within
You gave me life
and then took it away from me
How do i breathe?
How do i feel?
How do I do anything
when there's nothing left within?
How could I have let this happen?
Is what keeps revelving in my head
I hate to admit
that I was at blame too
But how would I know
this trust would break into two
Sometimes I wonder
how it would have been
if this pain
wouldn't have been seen?
those lies, those words
that bring dillusions in my head
seem all so wrong
So what do I do
to withstand it all?
How could I have been fooled so easily?
Taking all this seems to hurt me
Nothing is what it seem
and how I had imagined my life
That's what i keep thinking
day and night.
 
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