Tender entrapment, entwined heart strings-attached in blood
Spirit confined, co-exsisting in..
Time
Taking its toll on my strength,
Eyes behind me question your integrity,
can't face you or your fears,
Fear becoming you- transparent,
I see through your custom armor,
Nothing more than tainted karma.

Tender entrapment, torn pieces, smashed after shattered-
Scraps of affection put in a 'to do' pile,
Unable to process, blindfolded, tiptoeing...
Don't want to be cut-
Shards of broken dreams slice through my focus-
Unable to focus,
Floating, inadequate, uneasy, out of order-
Mental perception of reality ignored,
2 1/2 decades confusion,
product of you,
and if you've served your purpose,
I'm unsure of my need to still be related-
and You?
 
Copyright © jiller, All Rights Reserved