Equinox

I yearn for it to return
I wait...
I wait.....
I kill myself in wait,
but apprehension when it comes.
It finally shows its tip, I trip
I'm scared
("don't be scared") I hear
I hear
I hear
I hear...
who is it I hear
me, him, she?
("them from everywhere, don't be scared, failure isn't
coming")
but it's easier to accept
hell when I'm burning.
It's pouring
Spring is coming
Equinox
building block
of everything
feel the heavy pendulum swing
return to me the good I am
return to me the life I have
energy from deep within
soul lines reaching out to swim
move around the universe
out and back and break the curse
of winter......

 
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