*who am i* i dont know these days,
he has made me change in so many ways,
nights and days are to long for me, and i still cant get people to see,
why its so hard to let him go,
when all he does is leave em and make me go,
my mind says its over ,
but my heart wont take it,
and my heart says he took it,
just to break it,
he tells people he hates me ,
that they should never date me,
and that i dont get,
its as if it was all a bet,
one day he loves me, the next day he dont,
one day he'll do nehting for me the next day he wont,
i havnt taled to him for a week or two,
so i still dont know whats exactly true,
if i could talk to him one last time,
i would tell him whats on my mind,
i would ask was it true?,
or was it only me loving you?,
and if you do care,
how cn you put it in the past..,
the past.. so fast?,
how can you say you hate me,
n tell poeple not to date me,
do you want me to have nothing,
it seems that way,
and do you know how much it hurts?,
it hurts in every way,
and one last thing,
why did you say, " ill stay with you till the day i die,
and i promise ill never make you cry"
and why did you say," i love you forever"
why did you say it ...
when you really meant never?,
if you can just answer those ?'s for me,
i would leave yo ualone ,
i'd let you be,

until that day comes..
-*who am i? i dont know*-
-* i dont knwo till my heart lets go..-*

 
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