As she walked to school a tear forms in her eye
As the tear falls she realizes that she wants to die
And not by peaceful means either
But to die slowly and painfully by her onw hands
At school she is alone but surrounded by friends
Her black deppresed soul surrounded by all the light happy souls
Her friends laugh at a joke so she puts on a fake smile and laughs
While they laugh she wonders if she is the only one faking
She also wonders if any of her friends feel like her
But she saddly realizes that they are actually happy
The only way she can join them and be happy is to kill the pain inside her
She too would have to die for the pain to leave
As she walks home she decides to end the pain and her own morbid life
As she sits in her room wanting only to end the pain she realizes that she
can't
She can't end the pain because it would only cause the ones she loves
more pain
So she is forced to suffer so that others won't
Instead of killing the pain the pain slowly kills her from the inside

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