I fight in times of forgiveness.
I defend myself when I'm wrong.
I cry in bouts of sadness,
When there's nothing really wrong.
I never focus when I need too;
My attention spans been lost.
I'm never truly honest,
And I continually pay the cost.
I push buttons when I shouldn't,
Pushing people to the edge.
I never completely change,
I'm always caught just on the ledge.
I never think quite past myself,
Selfishness still reigns.
And I'm never truly satisfied,
Even when its all okay.
My forgiveness won't come easy,
Toward me or anyone else.
Though I still must believe,
That its alright to be myself.
I'm secure in my imperfections,
Confident in my flaws,
For I am only human,
And perfection isn't law.
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