There is a particular emotion I feel
I have no word for it and can barely describe it
I want to scream till I can't scream anymore
Yet I want to stay quiet
So I'm screaming on the inside
Dead quiet on the out
Growling at everyone who talks to me... inside
Noding and quietness on the out
Getting annoyed by people asking me questions
Till I get to th point of a nervous breakdown
Because I do nothing to shut them up
Anger courses through my veins
I do nothing but try to walk away
And they follow...
I don't mind if my love follows
Because he calms me, he's my nirvanna
I'm getting to the point, where I hate the light
Wanting to go crawl into my dark corner
Yet I keep quiet of these things
Because if any knew I'd be Bitch #1
 
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