This piece is to everyone that hurt me, betrayed me

I feel like sh*t right now
but I dont know why...
but I cant cry,
cause I dont cry
over anyone...or anything
thats not a sad thing
kind of a bad thing...
but who cares
let it be...
I cant go on like this
I cant deal with this....
sh*t!!!
cant go on with it
everytime I take a hit
I feel so worthless
and so un-important
I hit I take
every bruise you make
with every knife I take
and ever cut I made
and a scar is made...
I guess thats the price I pay
by playing this game
of suicide and depression
they tell me to stop
but I dont pay attention
and no...
I havent learned my lesson
I look at my wrists
and see all the cuts and scars
but this one on my heart
it doesnt heal
the pain...in my heart
that you made
you ripped my heart
and squeezed it full of pain
thinking love...
is only a game
Well I'm not a game
F**K YOU!!!
I'm tired of you
quit playing me
quit using me
just quit...
talking to me
all these dark feelings
that i have been feeling
i have bottled up inside
and now
the cap is open
and these feelings
are hopeless
and making me
feel like sh*t again
feel like dieing again

 
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