I can't breathe, I can't sleep, I can't eat or drink without
these thoughts. The ones that control my mind and make me do the awful
things I do. They are thoughts that are not mine. I can't believe I
would even think them. They tell me to hurt myself and others, put a cloud
above my head. I could never make anyone happy. I can't even make
myself happy. I saddens me so, I want to be so happy, but yet I am so sad.
How could this happen to me. I am so good to everyone, but yet a hurt them
all at once. It makes me sad, makes me think i deserve nothing. And maybe I
don't....
 
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