why is it that every time i write of you,
i can't write anything blue.
of all the times you hurt me,
left me and deserted me.

yet still i can't write anything blue,
not about you.
you make me laugh,
maybe that clouds my ability to write.
it's like you and i,
are day and night.
how is it that you keep me smiling,
even when i want to kill you.

of all the years i've known you,
when i think you i think happiness,
i think the stars and the moon.

i miss the days when i was closer to you,
now i can't seem to see you.

our lives have drifted far apart,
it's like you've had a change of heart.
decided i wasn't worth talking to,
decided i wasn't good enough for you.
i miss the days we'd talk all night,
even when we just wanted to fight.

but it seems i couldn't get you to stay,
and you've drifted away.

the last time that i saw you,
you said, " hey you",
but can't you see that's not good enough for me,
i just want to hold you.
 
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