I...don't know...
what to do anymore
It seems everyday,
I die a little more,
but why do I feel this way?
Why do I suffer all this pain...
Is there nothing more to gain...?
From my life...
that has shattered to millions,
and millions of pieces?
I feel like I'm all alone,
with no one...to talk to...
I feel so pathetic
and worthless...
I feel like I have no purpose,
in life...
Where can I run?
Where can I hide?
From all the things,
that are chasing me,
Hurting me,
And killing me inside...
all the things,
that make want to cry...
I cant take this anymore...
Its ripping and tearing me apart...
I'm just thinking of all the times...
The times when I felt like...
There was no point of life,
No ones here for me...
Depression is taking me...
It’s overtaking me,
so in my hand I hold the gun...
With the glock against my head,
I pull the trigger and now...
I'm...dead...
Here I am on the ground,
lying in my own blood...
Mom...
this wasn't your fault....
I love you mom.....goodbye
 
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