It's kinda scary
That I can't escape
The things you say
Or the way you looked
At me
When I said that was it
It's the end
I'm sorry but I can't take this no more
Every day of fights
Every day of broken promises
You werent a boi friend
You were a make out buddy
That I didn't want
A visitor
That wasn't welcome
Why didn't I
Listen to the guys
My friends who warned me
About your shit
They said that you were bad for me
Why didn't I listen to what the fuck they said
I feel so dead
So ignorant
It was just that when I saw you
And we kissed
And I tasted your lips
I felt so safe
Sleeping awake in your arms
Little did I know what it would turn into
A 3 year lasting fight
With you nothings right
But now your face is burned
In my mind
In my memories
And I can't get rid of you
So
Was it worth it?
For me?
For you?
No
It's scares me to think
That at one time
You were mine
Because I don't want you no more
Youre a waste of space
I can't believe that I
Used to sit on your lap
Listenin to your crap
How nieve was I?
I deserved what I got
Putting up w/ your pot
And when I cried you wouldn't stop
You couldn't take a hint
If you really loved me
You wouldve listened to my plead
And gave into me
And wouldn't be
Such a dick!!!!!!!
I'm not trying again
You've used your last chance
At least five times now
So don't put on the guilt
Trip
It aint working this time
This time you won't be mine
It's about time


 
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