I feel hate sometimes,
hate in my heart and soul,
I wish i didnt have this feeling,
but its not easy to control.

i lie in my bed crying,
wishing this pain would go away,
but i know it never will, no matter how much i pray.

No matter how much i try,
this pain i can't comprehend,
and i know it will be with me, 'til the very end.

I can feel it building up,
my pain deep inside,
i run, i panic,
i just want to ball up and hide.

My hate is everlasting,
as is God's love,
when i feel this horrible feeling,
i tilt my head to look above.

Hoping it will get better,
my hate and my love.
I know it will someday,
I can't wait for that someday to come.
 
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