I don’t want to go home tonight
not if I’m with you
I love you so bad it hurts
this part of me is pounding
to many emotions
like im drowning in a ocean
your ocean
and I don’t want to come to the surface
to face the reality of it
that were friends, maybe less
I rather stay at the cold, hard bottom

I don’t want to go to school today
you’ll be right there smiling
ill be rit there wishing
I never meet you
to cut all strings of our friendship
your strings
that keep me tied in knots
slicing my heart
until they lie upon the ground, in pieces
but even though,
you’ll help me pick them up

I don’t want to stay home tonight
I’d do anything than be alone
with you that is
under the stare of your ebony vision
I wish my heart was as dark as your eyes
so black and certain,
I would not have pain as an option
when it comes to the word ‘love’
but you keep on coloring it red
with broken crayons
and using tape, to put it back together,
over and over again....

 
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