I sit here in the dark
Rendering why
Complete innocence or just denial?
I dismantle reflections on that melancholy night
It remains clingling in my head
Although it was blurry then,
It all comes crystal clear now
How could you use me?
How and why?
I cits your very words
I overlooked your past
My friends words' meant nothing
Not compared to what you said
Your assuring words captured me
They mad me believe
Now the uneasieness that I'm living
Worry's all my friends
Makes you a rival, an antagonist
You deliberately decived me
Honesty, a word you'll never know
I fantasize that night was a hallucination
But in truth, I realize it was just a horrid mistake that may haunt me
forever.
 
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