As the day goes on,
The worse I feel
I can't believe this happened
I think, well I know,
It's my fault
It hurts so bad inside
I hate myself for doing this,
But maybe it's for the better
I hurt so much inside
I thought and thought about it
I don't know if what I did was right,
But I had to do it for now
I hate it
The more I think about it,
The more upset I get
I tell myself,
No more relationships until I'm 18
But I doubt that will last
Especially, if he still loves me,
Like I love him
If he wants to get back together with me,
I will
Because I still love him,
And want to be with hiim
I can't believe I've done this
I still hate myself for it,
Nothing helps
I guess I need to move on,
But I don't want to
Really I don't
I hate this so much

 
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