cut me down with your every word
i want to feel the pain
i want the tears to sting my face
as they slide down my cheeks like rain
sometimes i just want to hate you
will you never go away?
i'm suffocating like a rose beneath your heel
i can't do this another day...
every corner i turn you're there to criticize
every thought i have
you make fun of the way i even look
do you really want me to feel this bad?
look, i'm sorry that i'm not perfect
in anything i do
i know i'm just one big screw-up
and i'm not good enough for you
these scars that cover my left arm
are covered in your name
the words "i hate you" engrave my skin
and it's all you that i blame
i can't do this any longer
i'm really trying not to fight
but the way you treat me
and verbally abuse me
is definitely not all right
you don't even know how bad this hurts
why increase the pain i have?
do really enjoy this torture?
i thought you loved me, dad
 
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