It will be over soon

I cry in the night

I pick up the knife
Slowly run across my wrists

Hold back the tears no use crying
I can feel my heart dying

As my body grows cold
My eyes fall and close

I think of the last word you said to me
That horrible afternoon

You said ill see you soon
Gave me a kiss

I couldn’t resist breaking down and crying
You left me here to die it seems like

You are my everything
The reason I breathe

I wake up bloods all around
I try to get up off the ground

I walk to your picture that sits on the shelf
To look one more time why I’m doing this to myself

I pray for you to forgive me
And give the picture a kiss

I turn around
Lay back on the ground

And wonder why you were worth all this?
***to bryce***

 
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