Whispering screams
Pulling out my hair
Can't let the real me shine through
Unless I want to disappoint you
I just want to cry
Tell you every thing
Let every thing flow from my lips
Fuck being the perfect chick
Have no privacy
Nothing I want
No will to live
Nothing to give
Scared to walk outside
Scared to be an outsider
I will not cave to conformicy
This aint you; this is me
I'm crying myself to sleep
Slitting my wrists before bed
Write a suicide note
Not a real one though
Just to get this shit off my chest
So that it's out of my head
Out of my dreams
My so called perfect life aint what it seems
People hear my pithetic whimpers
My sobs to let out tears
People ignore it like I aint real
Don't give a shit how I feel
It aint your fault
It's always mine
I'm sorry that I'm not so grand
Why can't you understand?
I'm all alone in this world
A lost soul
A lonely writer
A rebellious fighter
 
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