how much longer can i endure this?
can i walk these halls each day?
the voice in the back of my head
tells me i shouldn't have to live this way
why does it hurt so much
to know that no one cares?
why is it killing me?
why is this so hard to bear?
i hate this so much,
but i hate myself so much more
why must i paint my arm,
as i sink down to the floor?
why am i so fucked up,
lost beyong return?
why do i feel like dying,
as these tears begin to burn?
why do i live like this
hurting myself, cutting myself?
no one else has done this to me
i only have myself to blame
maybe i should just give in
to the death that calls my name
living in this just isn't worth it
it's so easy for me to see
that the only way i'll survive this life
is to continue hating me
 
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