so now it's ten years later
it's strange to see your face
though it's been so long to see you
someone has yet to take your place
i'm doing pretty well
and have often wondered about you
even though it's been so long
this is still so hard to do
so now you're telling me
that you should have never let me go?
you finally admit that you've always loved me?
or is this just another show?
maybe you really do love me,
and that's good because i really love you too,
you know i always have;
i've never been able to let go of you
but the truth is you hurt me so badly,
i don't think i can ever forget
how much you've scarred me
and hurt me to a point beyond regret
but really, my only mistake
was the fact that i cared
i loved you so much and i still do
that it's almost too hard to bear
you know after eleven years
i still cry myself to sleep?
it's a like knife steadily twisting
and cutting my heart deep
you know even after this long,
i still take walks at midnight?
just to think of you and everything
wishing it were all right
you know, sometimes i still lie there
pretending you were holding my hand?
i never really got over you;
this hurt just doesn't seem to end
i told you i still love you,
but i just refuse to risk
that you might hurt me once again
and this time, i may not live
you were the only one i ever cared about
and after you i said i was done
won't get hurt that bad again
won't keep myself on the run
and for the past ten years that have gone by
i became cold and built a wall
'tis so sad to throw love away
when you've never been loved at all
 
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