It's funny how i've changed,
How i've learned not to care.
Just fade into each day,
With another empty stare.

I taught myself to smile,
And swallow all of my tears.
To live with the lie i've become.
Despising the person in the mirror.

I curtain my windows,
So the sun will not shine.
Pull my sheets over my head.
Completely oblivious of time.

I can't stand this life,
Or the pain I feel in here.
I don't understand any of this.
Just wish I could disappear.

Finally got tired of waiting,
Or hoping she'd come around.
It just seems right,
Laying here on the ground.

So I close my eyes,
And try to fall asleep.
I can't wait to pass the time.
Living in my favorite dream.
 
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