5/2/04

When you broke my heart,
It hurt so bad that we had to part.
All I thought about was the pain I clutched,
Yet it didnt occur to me I hurt you just as much.
I never knew it,
But because of that little fit,
It hurt you more than it did me.
Now I have to deal with the pain you feel endlessly.
I wish I could take it all away,
Taken the fight in a different way.
The hurt I caused you makes me yearn for forgiveness,
More so than I ever could for your caress.
I still await your response to my apology,
Will you still want to be with me?
I want you back in my arms, safe and sound,
No memories of the fight around.
I know I caused the hurt we both feel,
But please hear me, please know my apology is real.
I didn't want it to be this way,
Let's look at now as a new day.
You know you don't want it to end either,
The last parts of our relationship on the end of a falling feather.
All I can do is say I'm sorry and try to be strong,
Yet I know everything I said and did was wrong.
I promised we'd be together forever,
This relationship I won't sever.
I wrote all this in a letter,
I know it feels like it's falling apart right now but I
swear it will get better.
When I found out that I hurt you,
I decided I should be someone new,
A part of me you didn't know,
The caring part that I don't like to show.
I feel like being there for you even when we're in a
fight is the right thing to do,
And right now all I wanna do is protect you.
 
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