Dear Mother
Would you be happy or sad
Or even mad or glad
Would you shed a tear
Or never care at all
Would you bother to pay attention
Or turn away like the rest of my years
Well if there's any time
I ask you to act like your listening
That time is now
I have to come clean, about everything
I've experimented lots
Not once or twice, but enough to be addicted
The drugs just make everything better
Even if it is just for awhile
I steal your cigaretts when my own are out
For it helps release my stress
From that day
Now this one may hurt
But you must know its no regret
For I'm not your little babygirl
For I am a women who has no virginity
Not once, or twice, but more
And not just with one but
Two partners mom, TWO
I've stolen things mom
Not just from you
But friends and family, and many places more
I've been to jail
Not just those times you know of
But plenty more
I've snuck out
And lied about where I go
Or where I've been
And that time I was at her house
The truth is, I was with him
I've never been h ome on time
Even came home after an over-night
Been drunk or high
That's why I never looked you in the eye
But here's the scary one my mother
I've cut and have been
For more than three years
I can tell you when and why
For most every scar
Now here's where you stiffle your cry
I've though of suicide and wrote the note
NOt once or twice, but too many to count
I've never cared for anyone for I am of the stubborn nature
But I've came to my conclusion
I can care
But only in the after life away from you
So with my final words
While I leave you my puddle
I want you to know once I loved
When I was young
I never cried
For it was to much
Tell my friends I'm sorry and good-bye
Tell the one I've been chasing
To know every word I spoke was true
And I"m sorry I hurt him
But I loved him
Tell my family not to worry
For I am much better off
Now my mother
My last words are to you
I died this time
ANd now am gone
I don't expect you to cry
For I do not care for your tears
I'm sorry mother
No it's not full hate
For parts of me somewhat cared
But yes it's true
My death
Is because of you
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