I want to hurt you and don't know why
Though I know it's not like me
I can not help it, though I try
It never used to get to me
But this time all your words were just lies for demise
And your thoughts were found unpure
So when push comes to shove I found reasons
To not work it out or relate
And get off on the fear that I get when your near
And the problems that I create
This time, I think you'll finally see
This time, I will not break
This time, I'm smart enough to know
There is only so much I'll take
This time, I'm gonna make change
This time, you're in my way
This time, I will not play the same head trip game that you play
Unresolved situations esculate
When we run out of love and change seasons
With our lives together at stake
I'm aware of tears that I give when your near
And the confusion that I make
This time I will walk away
This time I won't look back for sure
This time I'll cut the strings again
And I won't cry
It's not my turn

 
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