All the years I've put up with this
Listening to all the excuses
Allways "It'll never happen again"
Allways "It wasn't meant for you to hear"
But if it wasn't meant to hurt me
Why did you fight outside my door?
Screaming in each other's faces
Mom, why did you put up w/ that shit
Did you even know wat was going on
That shit is serious
But you seemed to not mind
You chased me out the house
You allways told me
That I'm most important
But you allowed it to get so bad
That I had to move out
Move in w/ my real father
I miss you mommy
But I'm sorry
I can't come back
My step father has scarred me
I can't look at a man
Whether he's mad, fighting, or drunk
W/ out being scared
I start to shake and cry
I hide up in my room
It's his fault
Yet your still w/ him
Love me less
Love me more
I don't care
Because he chased me ouy the house
I can't go back
Even if you say it'll be better
Because it's a lie
I know this from experience
Nothing ever changed
Nothing ever will
Cause you chased me out the house

 
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