Dear family and friends i dont have
every time i walk into my home
i fight so hard to keep from crying
but the tears that bleed through
are the ones that hurt the most
to some i might seem happy
but others know im not
i know life isnt perfect and everyone has bad days
but i cant take it anymore
it's as if every time i wake
another bad day starts
thats why im laying here
in a puddle of my own blood
i couldnt take it anymore
so i had to say good bye
im not sorry for what i did
im relieved
that i no longer
need to feel the pain in my life
look at me
see what you did
this is for the days
you made me cry
this is for the days
you made me want to die
and you did this every second of my life
did you not see me crying
i have feelings to
cant you see it now
every drop of blood
is caused by the pain
you made me feel
thats why i had to do this
i had to die
so i wont feel the hate
i've felt forever
 
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