I sit quietly in the dark
Pondering life and what I shall embark
Puzzled by fate and this constant pain inside
Are these delusions going to wash me away with the tide?
Or are my tears going to melt from my face
Caused by this sadness in infinite space
This gaping hole inside my heart
Left so hollow, crippled from the start
Have my decisions caused me to be a disgrace?
Erasing the gift of eternal bliss
Why am I bound to drift away without a trace?
Love is but a myth until you have a loved one to miss
Rejected by the ones who had the right cards dealt
Losing my mind from my own emotional demise
Screaming and laughing as I slowly begin to cry
Pleading for a hand to reach out to me; before my heart dies
To bless my soul for the pain I’ve obtained; the nights pass by and by
Just set me free from the corruption and devastation
Fill this heart with joy and happiness akin
Wipe these tears from swollen eyes; a blinded damnation
Remind me of my dreams and promises in life to beckon
Let the light shine through these lies
Blinding me from the evil within all
Lonesomeness; I can’t see
I fear it so; please answer my call
Release me

 
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